A moment of truth and a message for those who understand

I m very happy to receive your Rmail, i m really sad because i want to make some thing better , I read and read and read, write and write and write, but the problem is in my mind and in the condition of my country, and in the culture,and in other wise , i m very serious that not good general, i love the daily active,but now i want to go out of this situation .but how?

i m very tired i m lonely.
thanks very very very much.
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I m very happy to read your Rmail, and i thank my daughter Sy ,she is very lovely in my heart , the problem is in my mind and the condition, i m very serious, ind i love the susses, and the daily active, but the condition in my country very disappointing,i don t sleep a lot, i read and read and read.......write and write and write...
now i need to take a break of that a little because i very sad .
thanks very very very much.